Dire need for rest

There’s a Bruno Mars song that describes me right now. It goes “Today I don’t feel like doing anything, I just wanna lay in my bed.” That’s what I intend on doing today. Nothing. Ok maybe a load of laundry, but after that, nothing. I’ve been working too much and my days off are few and far between. The other day I was so exhausted I just started crying. I couldn’t think, it hurt to move… ugh. Anyway, I had yesterday off too but I went shopping for a bit with my mom. I’m very happy to say I’m updating my blog on my awesome new laptop! I got an HP Envy and it has Windows 8.1, 1 TB hard drive, touch screen, etc. I’m still getting used to it of course but I’m happy with it so far. I feel like I can update my blog more often now. My old laptop was old and slow as molasses. It was going to completely crash any day so my purchase was necessary. (And I financed it so I didn’t have to empty my bank account). I have the WordPress app on my iPhone but I really don’t prefer writing a blog post on there.

It’s going to be yet another long work week. 5 days on, 1 day off, then 5 days on again. My husband has been on a 6 day work week too and our paths have barely crossed. The days we do have off aren’t the same. We haven’t even been eating dinner together. Sometimes he doesn’t get home until 10pm so it’s tough. I’ve felt so alone lately and completely overworked. Not just at my job but at home too. My husband will help me with anything but when he’s not here I don’t really have a choice. Not to mention I’m too damn drained to do anything after work. Since we moved into this condo people ask what we’ve been cooking for dinner and all that. I start laughing and respond with something like “Cook? Are you serious?” I try to explain that I can’t do much after work and they don’t get it. They’re like “Oh you can whip up something fast.” No, actually I can’t. I have chronic pain and I was just on my feet for 9 hours while getting yelled at by rude customers. When I get home, I feel like I’m going to die, so no, I can’t effing cook. *ahem* Sorry… had to get that out.

Hope everyone’s having a nice Memorial Day. Thank a veteran today and remember those who fought for us. I’m going to stay right here in my bed and continue watching Criminal Minds. Thanks for reading.

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